“In the morning, Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait expectantly.” Psalm 5:3
David is often referred to as a man after God’s own heart. This is despite all of his flaws. I believe he is called that because he sincerely sought after God, even though he did mess up over and over. He continually relied on God, and always repented and returned to God when he did mess up or fall away. I believe Psalm 5:3 is an excellent example of that.
The first half simply reminds God that David is praying first thing in the morning. He’s confident enough to go to God and say “you hear me in the morning.” I don’t think he could say that if he wasn’t doing it every single day. Then the last two words are what really strike me about this verse. David has confidence in God. He has complete trust that God will follow through and answer his requests.
These are two things I wish I could say I always mirror in my own life, but that wouldn’t be true. I sometimes pray in the morning, as soon as I wake up, but there are other days I might not even speak to God at all. There are some requests I fully trust God to answer (whether it’s how I would like it answered or not I never know), and could say I “wait expectantly” for them. Most of the time, I tend to get more frustrated because God is taking too long or not answering things how I want Him to.
I think the greatest compliment I could ever receive would be for someone to say I’m a man after God’s own heart. I believe speaking to God first thing in the morning when I wake up is one way to do it. Trusting in His timing and His answers to my requests (since God does know much better than I do) would be another. Perhaps if you would like to hear that same compliment, these are two things you can do to take steps in the right direction.
Today is a wonderful day. It is even called “good” by nature. Today marks when Jesus died for me, for you, for everyone. It’s the day He took all of the judgment for our sins. It’s the day He took our rightful place, and saved us. He redeemed us so that we could spend an eternity in heaven with Him. It’s a day we call good Friday because it signifies the best gift anyone could ever receive.
Yet, what I always think of on Good Friday, is that on the original one, the day Jesus died, it wasn’t that good to everyone who was close to Him. To the disciples and His followers, it was a day they saw someone they believed in crucified. His family and friends saw Him die. This man that so many had put their hope in, was dead. People still didn’t realize what was happening until He came back from the dead three days later. All they saw that day was that He was crucified.
I see this so often in my own life. That I focus only on today, right now. I don’t look forward to how God might be using it for good. Despite the fact that He has used countless moments in my life that seem bad for something greater. When I’m actually in the midst of some kind of hurt, or pain, or struggle, I don’t see how there is anything good about it.
I want to encourage you today to focus on what God has done in your life already, especially those of you who might be dealing with some rough times. In the moment, it might never seem good. It might seem miserable, it might seem like God betrayed His promises to you, it might seem like the hurt will never go away, it might seem like nothing good could ever come from something so bad that is happening right now. If you’re in that spot, I want to challenge you to remember why good Friday is so good. It’s because God took something that, to all of the people on that day, seemed awful. In reality, it was God saving every single one of their lives by sacrificing His Son for us.
Maybe you’re in a moment that seems like there could never be anything good that could come from it, but God promises that He works all things together for good (Romans 8:28). God sees the whole picture, He saw the resurrection, and He sees your future and how the bad things can lead to amazing things. I know that I’ve seen that in my own life. So spend some time this weekend reflecting on what the Easter story means to you, personally. And most importantly, spend some time with God, thanking Him for the sacrifice He offered two thousand years ago.
In the third chapter of Acts, the beginning of the chapter shows Peter healing a beggar who was lame from birth. In verse six, it says: “Then Peter said, ‘Silver or gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you. In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk.’” There are two things that struck me as I read that verse today. The first made me consider what the beggar’s emotions might have been like. In verse five it says that the beggar is expecting Peter and John to give him something, then Peter immediately says I don’t have money for you. The man had his hopes up to receive money which he begged for every day, and they were immediately dashed when Peter says that’s not what he was going to get. Obviously the man received a much greater gift right after, but I imagine he was upset when Peter told him he wasn’t offering anything financial.
I can see this issue in my own life. Someone can offer to help me, or God can, but when it’s not the specific kind of help that I want, I get upset. There are times that I’ve asked God for a specific kind of help, but He ends up sending me another, greater blessing. I’m sad to say that I have scoffed at those blessings before because they were not exactly what I wanted. I might get upset because I need help with something, and God decides to bless me with prayer from a friend rather than the help I was wanting. How easy it is for me to get bothered because I “only” got some prayer.
That ties into the second thing I noted from verse six. Peter says “What I have, I give you.” We may not always be able to give people what they want or even need. You might not be financially, physically, mentally, timely, or in whatever other manner able to help someone. That doesn’t mean you can’t offer them the best gift of all: God. Whether it be in encouraging words, Scripture you know, or prayer, you can always help someone. I’ve found myself in the past saying “I wish I could do more than pray,” yet that is the absolute best thing we can do for people. Do not underestimate the power of prayer. It’s not the “only” thing you can do, it is the absolute best thing.